This is my first blog. I think I will use it as a way to express what I feel when I can't or won't say those things to people for fear of reproach or misunderstanding. I think I am a generally living person but I do have complaints. I don't often voice them because I hate to hear people complain so I feel like a hypocrite if I complain. Now true enough there are some situations where I feel the complaining is justified. I try to stay positive and optimistic around people because it makes me feel better. But sometimes I just want to bitch.
Maybe this is an avenue to be two different people. My public persona and my private self. Maybe I am crazy?  I will try this and see.